时光流去,回头望一望。心里只会出现一段段的自责。为什么当时的我那么愚蠢会选择哪样而不是这样?要不是当时错误的选择,如今的我可能会更好。一句又一句的埋怨都会毫不留情往心里酸一酸。酸了过后,人还是要往前走,往前冲。
最近因为身边的朋友们都在忙。有的忙着准备考试,有的正忙着上学,可以说是各有各的忙。而我呢?还是一样,坐在那冷气房的公司打信。虽然样子,性格和工作都还是一样。不过现在的我好像多了一些方向感了。我发现到自己要读些什么科目,应该怎么打算了。不过在等待时间来临的时候,都有人在问为什么我不选择9月进学呢?我的回答都是因为9月进学要离开家里,不能和家人一起住和在外面住的话费用会很贵,我付不起。其实我觉得这好像是藉口。真正的答案感觉上应该是这样的,因为我才发现我适合些什么,我是刚刚才觉悟的。
有可能你会问,你不觉得你已经浪费了一年吗?我会回答他/她, 不会啊!因为这一年内,我在这一年内我学会了很多只有社会里拥有的知识。你的课本或课堂上是不可能学会的。你说我浪费了一年,我会告诉你我的人生到此为止都是在浪费着,你相信吗?我读过两年的4年级。不是因为我被留班,而是因为我是早入学的学生。还有我的钢琴曾在学习第3级的途中,老师把我拉回初学的程度重新学习。这理由我也忘了。还有我现在花了一年的时间来发现自己的一些些想要的。
可能你会说我不懂得反省,反而我会告诉你。不是每一个人都得用着同一个方法来体会人生。我的生活是用错过来体会和学习,而你的呢?我不敢指明,因为我不是你。浪费不好吗?它不但能够让你发现更多事实,它还会让你看清更多你觉得模糊的事情。
因为错过,我更加的知道我是怎样的人。因为浪费,我学会了更多的坚强和更加的懂得保护自己。可能你会觉得曾经的你是多么回首不堪,但是请你相信未来的你一定会感谢你曾经的幼稚和长不大。
The class time, go back to have a look. I will present at heart sense of era. Why I will choose what kind of stupid, but is not it? At that time the wrong choice, I may be better. Complaint one after another will persevere in heart sore. Sour, the human must proceed, to flush ahead.
Recently because of my friends are busy. There are busy preparing for the test, some are going to school now, it can be said that it is the busy. But I? Still the same, sitting in the office with the cold air-cond. Everything still the same including my characteristic, my face and my work. But now I have a sense of direction. I found that what I want and what should I do. But when waiting time, some people were asking why I do not have to go intake in September? My answer is in September to go to intake I will leave it my home, I cannot live without the family member and the cost of living outside will be very expensive, I can not afford it. Actually, I think this as an excuse. I feel the real answer that should be like this, I found that I suit you, I just came to understand.
Some possibilities will ask you if you do not think you have wasted for one year? I will not reply him/her! Because of this, I am in this year, I have to learn knowledge that only in the society. In your textbook or the classroom are impossible to learn. You said that I have wasted for one year, I will tell you my life to stop am I am wasting, do you believe it? I have attended two years of the fourth grade. It is not because I am left, because I am an earlier study student of this school. My piano in studying the level of 3rd on the way, the teacher to pull back the degree of beginning to learn from me. The reason why I also forgot. Now I have spent one year I want to find some of their own.
Maybe you will say that I do not understand the introspection, instead, I will tell you. It is not every person to use the same way to understand the life. My life is wrong to realize and study, but you? I do not dare to show that because I am not you. It is not good to waste? It is not only you can find more facts, it will make you see you feel fuzzy.
Because of missing, I know that I am this kind of person. Because of the cost, I have learned a lot and understood that protect itself. I am afraid you will think that you can not stand looking back, but asked you to believe in the future, you will certainly thank you again and can not grow up.
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